My own Rhapsody

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Since you are not here
I built my own reality…

Open my eyes
and search for you in the skies and see
I’m just an orphan girl,
nobody loves me
Because I’m easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway love surrounds me,
Nothing really matters to me, to me

Mama, I just lost my time
Trying to fit in a costume that’s a fake
I can’t be that perfect person you dreamed about
Mama, I reached a breakpoint in my life
But now I am leaving all behind
Mama, I don’t want to let you down
I trust you understand
I am feeling better now

Too late I realize,
life is only one,
My body was aching down my spine
Goodbye everybody, I’ve got to start
Gotta leave you all behind and face my life
Mama, oh!
(Anywhere your spirit goes)
I do wanna cry
Sometimes I wish you’d be my side

But I’m just an orphan girl, nobody takes care of me
Easy to cheat, easy to fraud
Because I’m easy come, easy go
Easy to use, easy to exploit
Anyway the wind blows,
doesn’t really matter to me, to me

So you think you can use me and throw me out
So you think you can love me and leave me to die?
Oh baby, can’t do this to you baby
Cause there something else beyond
Which reaches us all in the end

Oh yeah, oh yeah

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters,
if real love surrounds me,

Anywhere your spirit goes.